such a long way

i realized the other day i badly need to change my profile information.  it no longer applies.  here's the old one:

lets do this in lists! **phobias i am conquering: (1 vomiting (2 germs (3 men (4 food (5 old people (6 teenagers (7 glamorous people (8 horses (9 enclosed spaces (10 things that are uneven [like a list of 9 phobias] **things in my purse: (1 antibacterial hand gel (2 antibacterial hand lotion (3 toothbrush and toothpaste (4 kleenex (5 chapstick (6 eye drops (7 the traveling [and only slightly illegal] pharmacy: ibuprophen, tylenol, aleve, promethazine, zofran, immodium, beano, alka seltzer, benadryl (8 an airsick bag from United [never used!] (9 a feminine product (10 oh yeah and money and cards and stuff
i've come out of that shell into a new stage, that's kind of still as awkward in it's own way.  but what's a blog for, but to plaster my awkwardness publicly!  at least until this stage evolves into the next.
as a recently reformed hermit, i am going through adolescence about two decades late: a drastic body change (weight loss), experimenting for the first time with glam clothes and flirtatious behavior, trying on different identities to figure out who i am and how i fit into this world, getting my heart broken repeatedly, learning to recognize the real friends from the fake, and going through different personalities almost moment to moment.
the whole thing's a real bitch, i don't know how teenagers do it!  but as for me, i intend to laugh along the way.
i'm going to my first salsa dance lesson this week!  hope it's better than sucktoberfest!

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4 Responses to “such a long way”

  1. 1 Kahaha Wahine October 10, 2007 at 11:44 am

    it's new official title is Sucktoberfest…'cause that's simply
    priceless! And welcome back. You sound like yourself…and that is
    wonderful. šŸ™‚ No more bruised fruit, please? šŸ™‚
    And name a date for manicotti, chiquita! And pizza…and muffins and/or
    cupcakes…hell, we should just make a festival for ourselves! (and

  2. 2 Rachel October 11, 2007 at 11:38 pm

    sounds exciting! it's always cool to discover the self….

  3. 3 Rachel October 11, 2007 at 11:39 pm

    duuude i LOVE manicotti ANNNND pizza!

  4. 4 Rickie December 17, 2012 at 11:51 pm

    Wow, incredible weblog layout! How long have you ever been blogging for?
    you made blogging look easy. The full look of your web site is great,
    let alone the content material!

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